not looking for criticism. just thoughts/opinions:

I Bleed For You, Crazy Beautiful

There's so much blood in my body, yet none of it bleeds.
The only time it will bleed is when I am hurt, truly.
You just can't see.
Or feel me when my skin drips in red.
Red like my heart, a precious gem stone in my body filled with emotion.
My emotion, and my love for you.
Sometimes my heart is just as confused as my mind, because all it knows is that, mentally, it can rewind back to all of the scenes when my heart was broken and you fixed it.
Always.
You repaired me when I was frail.
Sometimes I think you're too blind to understand that I am blind too, but you taught me your words like reading brail.
I don't have to see your words to know they're there.
I don't have to see you to know you're there.
But I'll never be able to touch you when I am weak, because we are far apart
Yet somehow you cure me, every moment of every day of the week
I guess I know now what it means to be meek.
You're crazy but you're beautiful. Didn't you know that?
But I'm crazy too, crazy about you.
Baby, you gotta understand that nobody is mentally sane in this messed up and beautiful world.
Beautiful, but not messed up. Just like you.
I'm cool that you don't love me too, I understand.
I guess I pretend I pour my heart to you because you are the reason it is both broken and optimistic.
The glass is never half full, you know.
Or empty.
I bleed when you bleed, I hurt when you hurt, I am depressed when you are sad because I do feel you.
You taught me how to laugh, cry, to question why but still be left satisfied with the answers you have given me to understanding life.
For you, words are stronger than action because I could express words for you that speak beyond pages I splatter with ink.
That is the beauty I see in you, the beauty you gave me, you blessed me with.
I love you because you're insane. Because you are crazy.
Crazy.
Beautiful.
Always.
I hurt. I'm bleeding. Because there's so much love in my blood and my heart that my skin confesses how I feel for you, not just words from my lips to yours.
My first kiss, and my first love, will only be secretly for you. Always.
I love you, crazy beautiful.