Undecided Question

What is it That I am Feeling?

For a while now I have had very odd frame of mind, especially when im not at home. I get very nervous and twitchy, like someone is about to run up behind me. Other times I feel like my skull is jam packed, like my brain has no room to function. I walk around like my head is in a fish bowl, and I have poor balance. My eyes are heavy and I have been repeatedly informed that I have been caught staring off into nothing for long periods of time. I often think about truly macabre things, peeling my skin back, falling and smashing my head, breaking my ribs, drowning, choking, etc. I feel like I am falling into the abyss, and can no longer concentrate, I have also felt immense hatred towards people whom I both care about and have never met . What is it that I am feeling?