What if a guy likes being mistaken for a girl?

Okay, so, for some reason, I have an urge to feminize myself. I'm not gay, and I like girls, but.. I want to look like a girl. I think it's unfair us guys are expected to have short hair and boring clothes!

So, I want to look like a girl. But I also want to look good. Some guys with long hair don't take care of it. I want mine to look clean, and well… beautiful. I want a style that will soften my face. I also want better, softer skin, and more formfitting clothes. I don't mind having to spend more time getting ready in the morning!

Here's the thing. I still have to go to school and stuff as a boy. So, I kind of need to balance the act, if you get what I mean.

What do you think I should do?