Should i be embarrased to have dark skin as a female?

i feel insecure and embarrased cuz i am african american and have darker complexion like a
caramel/coco complexion…people tell me alot im beautiful, gorgeous, and pretty but i just dont
feel it and it comes down to my skin tone cuz i dont have light skin or fair skin…im not embarrassed of my heritage being black american i just feel unpretty cuz of my skin tone. alot of people say im so pretty and they looove my eyes and how pretty my face but i just dont feel beautiful cuz i dont look lik the fair skin/lighter beautys they portray in magazines comercials tv media etc. there r
very few darker complexioned pretty actresses singers models i can look up2 and i feel insecure!
someone please help i feel buried in dis media world and im obsessed with beauty btw!
and YES i take very good care of myself on the outside,,,but i dnt feel good enuff!!!!