Please help me…….?

Im 14 years old. I found out I have depression and adhd. I do have suicidal thoughts sometimes. The thing i wanna change is me. What I look like, my life, my attitude, im getting all a's now that im working hard. But i need tips on life. My body and face is what gives me depression and it bothers me alot. I hate how i look. I need skin care tips on how to make my face prettier and clear. I need diet tips. Went through anerexia for 1 week and my mom found out(you know the rest). I now see a phsycyotrist and i want help from you people thanks so much.