Well, I am a fun loving guy who really is feminine in many ways. I am not too effeminate in outer mannerisms but my fantasies are usually very glam and camp. I watch movies and TV programmes having females as lead roles and outdoors, I like to mostly hang around with girls. Something always keeps me away from guys, I really don't like their looks, attitudes,discussions anything. I myself hate to be like those guys out there, I hate sports and discussions which guys engage in. I idolize woman world and envy their looks, beauty and all. For a bit of imitation of female world, I love to put on cosmetics and enhance my feminine appearance.
But I am not drawn to crossdressing type stuff.
I don't feel uncomfortable under my skin normally. But if someone asks me to act too much like those rough guys out there, I feel irritated. It's not that I can't be tough, but, it's like I simply don't like the look of it. I don't like to be a masculine guy but now that I am born male, I also feel doing SRS to change to female (like what transsexuals do) may be too extreme step, because I am not unhappy with my own body and don't feel like woman. It's that the male world seems "ugly" and jejune,something which makes my life a dull dungeon. I fantasize females when I am doing something and I get the joy only out of women.
So, what best can I consider myself as? I would love to take some good advice as well.