I have a hatred for the younger me?

The me when I was about 11 years old…Im now 15 and I look back and think I was such a freak, no wonder everyone at my primary school hated me! If you think its harsh, let me explain.

I was a stalker and I made up pathetic lies, like if two of my friends were having a sleepover for example I would get jelous and say someone in my family had died.

I was fat, and Im not being mean to fat people but I wore mini skirts and skin tight tops! I mean come on old me…and Id wear school sandals and long old white socks :L and then I put talc on my face to look gothic O_O

I had messy long tramp hair and I was unhygenic (Im not anymore don't worry!) I used to want to 'be' characters such as the candle from beauty and the beast and I forced a french accent upon myself just to be like him at home… O_____O

I did this 'being' thing with loads such as the jellyfish from sharks tale, darth vader,angelica from the rugrats (oh god, check the paragraph below XD) and other things aswell.

When I was pretending to be angelica I put on a dungaree dress think with other clothes I though looked like angelica, then I tried walking like her and talking like her, and kept constantly asking my paretns if I was her. Bare in mind I was 12-11 then!! What a freak.

Once my dad was making something in the kictehn and it accidently set a towel on fire, not alot and he put it out straight away, but I started gasping and said 'We can't afford to make mistakes like that!' trying to be in a movie or something.

I used to write pages about people in my school, making up books about each single classmate.

I wish I could go back in time as the new improved me and punch the old me in the face! And say stop being such a pathetic freak, can't you see?? Youve ruined everything, I never had friends in primary and then lost all my self confidence, Im only just starting to be confident in myself now!

Im not that freaky little tramp anymore, I have a style sense,an attitude,a more sane outlook on life and Im hygenic of course. but sometimes Il catch myself saying or doing something weird and Il think oh god, its happening.