I am so ugly. I could just crawl up and die.?

I don't even want to describe how ugly I am again. I don't want to make myself look even fuglier by crying.
I am sick of people telling me that I'm ugly. They think that I don't know that already? They don't have any idea how it is to live with my appearance.
Beauty isn't skin deep – only people that are extremely hideous say that.