How many of you have a dream girlfriend ( like a made-up one)?

okay so I know this is kinda weird but I got sick of all the girls around me who totally weren't my type and so I invented my own girlfriend using my amazing imagination. I know shes not real and all and it doesn't affect my actual in the flesh relationships ( I didn't make her up because I was desperate or couldn't get women or anything). Although now part of me thinks she exists somewhere and I haven't found her but shes real then I just laugh it off because that's just silly she doesn't exist :) anyways does anyone else do that or am I just really really weird. I mean I know most people have fantasies but this has been a long running thing like over two years with the same made up girl and our made up perfect life.

Oh and if you care her name is Erin and shes irish and has red hair, blue eyes, and more freckles then skin practically. Shes an artist and loves to read, is quiet a good listener and has a bright warm smile and big white teeth, she is compassionate and warm and a total figment of my imagination.