How do like my story starter?

I lay watching in content as the light cast a rainbow across against the dreary crème wallpaper, it was a kaleidoscope, twirling and spiraling down towards unsightly probably once white, but now stained muddy tinged carpet. Its beauty entranced me; I identified a very striking purple colour that resembled amethysts and watery emerald, it was pretty, very pretty actually, it reminded me of the colour of my mother’s eyes. Her eyes were gone though, rotting away in her skull as she decomposed… I shocked by my heinous thought that turned a beautiful light reflection into a disturbing mental pictures of my mother’s bones slowly transforming into dust, her skin turning leathery, like a mummy. I gave myself a dirty look and through off the nave duvet. I had to distract myself in an attempt to halt gruesome thoughts of my mother’s body and her untimely demise. Her demise. It was shocking and sudden, well sudden for me I was to na?ve to see her suffering, her unclean thoughts of ways to kill her working away in her mind. It was because of him, his violent attacks against me and my mother, if she had never met Patrick. She wouldn’t have committed suicide, in our old flats bathroom. She wouldn’t have bled to death whilst strewn across the linoleum shivering, the colour a whiter shade of pale.

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I need some serious help, can someone help me with names, a direction on where the story's going e.g.