Help! I want a boyfriend!?

Why do i want a boyfriend so much?!?
I can barely think!!! All i do is think about boys! My besties have bfs and i really want one. im pretty sure that evryone reading this will think im really imature and too young 2 have one. but, i dont care about sex or anything. i'm in middle school! lol. i just want someone that i love that is caring and my guy. lol. idk. I don't understand. i have become more self concious and inserure with in the past couple months then i have my whole life. how can i get a bf? i dont want people saying im 2 young. i mean cmon! my mom had her first "bf" wen she was 11. i think i deserve one. (wooowww. as i write this im realizing i must sound like an idiot. lol). i mean her are the basics bout me:

-I'm a middle school girl
-I'm tall (5'3)
-I think im kinda pretty (long dirty blonde hair, blue eyes, fair skin)
-I'm smart (I get honor roll)
-I'm a lil over weight (im working on a diet, but its SOOO HARD!)
-I'm random, funny, caring, creative, fun, cautious, outgoing, kind

So ya. That's pretty much it. i guess my questions are: how do i get a bf (specific)? and y do i want one sooo badly? and how can i stop thinking about boys all the time?

Thx SOOO much! Love ya!,

Mars?