sorry this might be a lil rant and rave type of thing, but i couldn't resist bc im just so curious. imma very ugly girl, no seriously, i am. im not the type of girl who's cute but says she's ugly anyway, bc those girls get on my nerves! but i really am ugly. i can't help the way i was born you know? if we all had the power to choose what we were born with and how we looked like, we'd all be looking perfect, trust me. but unfortunately, we can't control the way we look. plastic surgery and botox and all this other crap COMPLETELY OUTTA THE QUESTION! but anyways. it kinda bother me that people say im pretty or cute when clearly im not. yes, i CAN take a compliment, BUT i know those ppl are just saying im pretty or whatever bc they think they'll "hurt my feelings" or whatever. and in my head im just like, yeah right whatever. when i've asked people on here about my looks, ppl said things like oh my gosh, beauty is only skin deep and not the only factor and etc etc. what people don't understand about me is yeah, i acknowledge that im really ugly and horribly unattractive BUT i don't like when people tell me to not say that about myself bc their afraid i'll lower my self esteem that way. BUT i can tell you right now, i have the best freakin' self esteem ever. my self esteem is really high and i love myself and would never change the way i am im just telling the truth about myself and that is that im ugly. oh well, who cares! i know that i can't ever get married and have given up on my dreams to marry bc no one in their right mind would take an interest me or even a second glance at me lolz but when it comes to guys, i go by this fabulous quote from marilyn monroe that says, "if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best!" i LOVE that quote. my WORST is definitely my outside appearance. i scare people off, ok? lolz but my BEST is my inside, my personality. i LOVE my personality and i think its the best part about me. i have the best freakin' personality in the world (if i do say so myself o.0) lolz but yeah, if guys avoid me (which they do) bc of my outside appearance, that means that can't handle my worst, which means they don't deserve me at my best and don't deserve to really get to know me. sooooo, sorry for this being so long but it all comes down to this: guys, i just wanna know right now how important is LOOKS for a woman. it might not be the first factor or whatever, but i just wanna know how important it is for a woman to look good. bc honestly, how can you even THINK of liking someone when your not even attracted to them in the least bit? i doubt anyone will prove me wrong. and if anybody says that they'd take an interest in me or whatever, i'll post a pic of myself and i'll change your mind real quick! haha