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ok before you have a rant LISTEN…I have had eating disorders,mild social anxiety(i never leave the house i'm too self conscious),i'm an ex self harmer..basically i do not want to be the type of chav who spits on old ladys while there 13 yr old boyfriend gets them pregnant drinking a can of beer under a bridge shouting what you looking at at every1 that passes them…I just have NO friends,and the people in town dress like that..so i think i might re-invent myself
I dont want to be the trashy icecream white tracsuit fake bling kind of chav…More of the nice tracsuit pants/jeans and nice tops and stuff…im not into jewlerry…and from the chavs i see none of them say init..however they say well boy…and are generally nice,Look i REALLY want to make friends and turn over a leaf,And i like some of theese kids in my school who dress like this..i am not changing myself,i am simply expieramenting
and please dont say the croydon facelift,and orange foundation with bright blue eyeshadow,cos generally the girls are EXTREMELY pretty,they wear tracsuits and stuff..but they have good quality hair with side fringes they wear skin matching foundation and eyeliner and mascara…maybe some pink blush..please..?
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