Am I in love with him? Is he in love with me? WAT SHUD I DO?! pt 2?

Because at the party, we omg it was AMAZING. I never wanted to go home. But I had my "girly gift." LOL. And so we didnt go all the way. But since I didn't want to do it again during the school year, I think thats the reason why he went and got another girlfriend. I told him i dont do anything without being in a relationship. But thats what pissed me off because he told me that he doesnt want to be in a relationship. But then when he broke up w/her. I decided to find someone else. but I cant be with him, because all I want to be with is the other guy. I cant even kiss him. but I decided to just use him to make him jealous. this guy i have been using lets name him joe, is tall like the guy i like and lets name him mike. Mike is tall athletic,dark skinned muscular, abs and arms. ugh! and drop dead gourgus. and joe is lil chubby but not 2 much, and light skinned half spanish which is iiite. i dont like the way he smells tho, he smells soapy but just not sexy. but mike has swag and people kno him(hes popular). And joe is sooonot. Mike loves to tell everyone that we r going out. but we rnt. not at all. I just am always wit him. Andno1 even cares, but thats soo annoying. But the first time i flirted wit joe was dead in front of mike. nd he got sooo mad. lol. his eyes were daggers. and i smiled all up in his face. I LOVED IT. this was during class. in bio doing a lab. but the thing is mike did it 2 me first and that was literally in front of me. but the girl wasnt very interested inhim so its ok. and he constantly did it. but then it ended when i did it back to him. Anyways he asked me if we broke up, and i told him we never went out. And all my friends think that we go out. smh. Anyways now, does he like me/love me either is great. I am crazy about him. ugh